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Forgiveness.... It has always been easy for me. Never did I kept a grudge for long. It has always been easy forgiving no-matter what the other person did but what happened this time?? It’s so strange, confusing and I am going all crazy over it.
Has that ever happened to you that you want to forgive someone and God stops you!!! Aint it crazy?? I know you people reading this would be like "WOOOH...she is going mad. God is the most merciful and forgiving how will he stop another person from forgiving another being?" I completely agree with you all. Never has this happened to me but why?
God came to my dream and told me that you have rested your case in my court so I will be the one dealing with it so no-matter how much you try, you heart wont say yes to the forgiveness until I put that in your heart.
I mean I prayed to God, cried and cried again to let my heart let go of things but somehow it isn’t listening to me and the strangest of all is that I don’t hate the person but still.... I just can’t seem to understand why am I feeling that way?
Yes I did rested my case into His court because my mind couldn’t seem to understand what’s going on but I knew that I would eventually end up forgiving the person but it just aint happening. Sometimes I think, is there a lot more to it that I don’t know? Is there something else that I am unaware of and God wants me to know that. I just cant question God because he knows the best so I can only think that maybe there is something that He wants me to witness or experience.
I wont say that I have forgiven almost everybody who has hurt me. There are few people who I haven’t forgiven yet but now it seems that forgiving them wasn’t that difficult as compared to this person. This is all crazy and odd.
While recitation of the Quran, I came across a verse saying that Allah knows the best for us as He is the planner so we shouldn’t question what He is doing as He knows the things we don’t know.
The state of mind that I am going through with right now is massive crazy as I just don't know what to do as I don't want to lie and just utter the words of forgiveness. So, I have decided to stop over-reacting or over-thinking on it and instead leave it on God because He loves me and for sure He has his reasons for making me feel that way.