When you lose someone you admire and they break your heart, that’s the hardest thing you could ever go through and no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. You may think that you are getting better with the passage of time but then you get a flashback or remember a cherished memory. That is when it hits you all over again. Just like a stab in the heart and you fall apart for the hundredth time. You feel like crawling under a rock and never come out. The person you once liked have hurt you worse than you have ever been hurt. They stole your happiness but it’s not like it matters anyway because at the end of the day, you are still thinking about that person who has left you completely broken. You don’t want to remember them anymore but you know you always will.