Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Why the hell do I do this to myself????



You know what my problem is?



I get attached, fast!!!



and once I am attached to someone, I do everything I can to please them and make them happy. It's never been about what I want, it's always everyone's needs before my own. I give out too many chances to people, who quite frankly, do not deserve them. They take advantage of me and at the end I become a pushover. But strangely enough, I am okay with that, because at least they're in my life and that's all I ever really wanted. So even if they keep screwing over, I will still be there for them. Because that's me, that's who I am. Once you get attached to someone, they capture your heart and they always have a place there and that is why it's just so hard for you to let that person go.

It’s funny that I got the proof of bad things happening to good people and good things happening to bad people…

They happened to me, and I happened to them

9 comments:

  1. awwwww :(
    same here kiran so i can understand your pain.
    be brave, this is weird world.
    love x

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  2. That sort of happens with most people who trust other people =/

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  3. you are so sweet my dear, i know this is a problem but be sure to ignore those people who always try to hurt you..so try to be a happy buddy..you are a lovely girl..
    well luckily i am not in this habit :))

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  4. just think positive and nothing more than that
    u vl be happy
    and as far as attachment was concern...learn how to be patience...

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  5. I feel so bad for you. :( You're too sweet to be treated this way!
    I'm the exact opposite. I push people away from me whether or not they're manipulative. I can't help it. It's a habit. Plus, this way I don't have to trust anyone and I don't get hurt.
    P.S. I loved the rainbow effect of the post. <3

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  7. @all: thx u for your kind words and encouragement. I am feeling much better :)

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